Excellent session

I had a really great session last night with a sub who I had seen once before, just 2 days earlier. (see 2 guest book entries for his take on it all)

The second session was so much better than the first (and that was pretty good lol) in part due to having a longer time period to utilise, as well as being comfortable with each other after the first visit. And of course I had a much better idea of how far I could take him, push him .... and push him I did lol

I started the session more or less straight away .... no preamble ... told him to strip, pushed him up against a peice of equipment .. and started !!! I pulled at his nipples very much harder then before (he had teased in an email after the first session that I was too gentle so I made sure I was not this time lol) ..... and in a subsequent text he had said for me to "bring it on" ...

This time I did not blindfold him ..... I allowed him to look at me more or less the whole time ... and I just stared right into his face, his eyes, and spat at him, and slapped his face and spoke quietly but abusively to him ... calling him a filthy slut and the like. Of courseI had to give his balls a good going over too .... and he screamed quite a few times. I grabbed, and squeezed and pulled ..both downwards ..forwards and sometimes backwards ....but made sure it was not gentle and neither were the kicks and punches that went in the direction of his balls. He was winded several times ....

In the middle of all this, he was quite shaken and needed a minute so I took that opportunity to go and get my strap on and I came back wearing it ... a black rubber one .... I then had him on his knees, licking it and then I fucked his mouth with it, holding hsi head while he made some choking sounds :)

I also had him service me orally ... on his knees, with me standing legs apart and also on the queening stool again .... and during one queening bout, I pissed into his mouth ... just a bit ... he gulped but it had takedn him a little by suprise, even though I had warned him to be ready incase I needed to piss. Some of it went onto the leather cushions his head was resting on, and onto the wooden base of the queening stool so of course after I had come .. and pissed ... I made him clean it all up ... with his tongue

Then he needed to rest a minute .... so I allowed him a few minutes to worship my boots ... and there he lay, face down kissing and hugging my boots for some minutes and then rested his head on my boot, quite exhausted I suspect.

At some point I had him on his knees, and attempted to fuck his arse with my strap on ... but despite lots of lube it just wasnt happening. He was quite tight ... so then I had an idea ... I laid on my back ... and had him squat over me and insert it into his arse himself ... while he faced me. I watched him lower himself onto it as I stared right into his eyes ... and slowly but surely it went in .... and then I instructed him to fuck himself ... and he began to ride up and down on it ..... slowly .. face squirming, eyes screwed up and heavy breathing as he did. It was obviously not that comfortable (precisely my aim of course lol) ... and then just as he seemed to be getting more used to it, I began to thrust my hips upto meet his arse and I fucked his arse hard and fast for a good few minutes ... and I could see it was hurting him .... and as I did so I stared up at him and spat into his face and called him slut again etc ....

Later on in the session, after a boot worship episode I had him get up and kneel on a spanking bench leaning forwards ... and this made his height more suitable for arse fucking ..and after some writhing and positioning along with more lube, my black strap on was in ... and I held onto his hips and fucked him again quite savagely ... so much so it was physically tiring for me too.

By this time, I could see he was just about at the end of his tether and probabaly really couldnt take alot more so there was a bit more face slapping and spitting into his face ... and then a few more punches and pulling of his balls .... and then finally I warned him it was time for the big one ... I turned him to face away from me, leaning forward onto a suspension rack ... and I grabbed his balls from behind, squeezed really very hard while pulling them back between his legs at the same time. His height increased intially by several inches followed by a sudden shrink in height as he doubled over and then he safeworded .... and it was all over.

Afterwards he was visibly shaken (shellshocked he called it) .... so we had a hug and then he had a glass of water and we sat together for a few minutes while he recovered. We talked a little while and then he dressed and left, still saying that it would be his last time ... and me laughing and saying it wouldnt :)

I have heard from him today and apparently every movement is painful and reminds him of me ... his nipples are sore, his balls ache and his insides are hammered lol

In summary it was a very intense session and I feel I took him as far as he could safely have gone at that point (psychologically speaking) ... but am pretty sure if he did continue to indulge, he would be able to go further

Anyway it was a great session and I had alot of fun ... and by all accounts so did he ... even if alot of the fun is the remembering afterwards :)

Great balls of pain

Well I had the most enjoyable session with a new slave a couple of days ago, and he enjoyed it so much also that we have another one planned for later today. In fact I had intended to take a few pictures but I was so enjoying myself that I completely forgot until afterwards lol ... maybe I will try again later today

We had spoken on the telephone a few times as well as exchanging emails and texts so I had a fair idea of what he liked, but as always I wont work to a script as that holds no pleasure for me, so I called the shots, more or less within the boundaries of his likes and limits

He was quite nervous, understandably, but that just adds to the buzz for me :) His "thing" was to be dommed by close physical contact rather than the use of implements .... so I never touched a crop or a flogger or a gag. Instead I slapped his face, spat on him, squeezed and pulled on his nipples and also his balls to the point he would scream out (even though he said he didnt make noise lol) .... and then I started to go to work on his balls. I pushed him back against a suspension rack and kneed him in the balls. He let out a groan and a whoosh of breath at the same time as he bent forward .... and it made me smile. I liked it. And then I did it again. And again. And then I kicked him in the balls. Then I had him lie on the floor, legs apart and pressed my boot heel into his balls and squashed them .... as well as pressing my heel into other parts of his chest and torso and cock. I allowed him to kiss the toes of my boots as I stood over him and suck my heel for which he was grateful.

In between all of this, I also had him lick my pussy .... in various positions ... I sat on a chair, I stood up legs apart, I squatted over him .... and finally I sat on a queening stool, with him under me and made him lick me for several minutes until I got off :)

Oh yes and we had a few minutes of leg and boot worship too. I enjoyed seeing him grovelling at my feet, kissing my boots. I luuuurve that

After the queening stool, I sat on the floor infront of him and punched his balls with my fist ... and I kept on doing it .... and he was gasping and moaning. I carried on. As he was blindfolded he never quite knew when it was coming and all the time this was interspersed with my spitting on him and slapping his face hard.

Finally I had him on all fours, arse in the air, legs apart and I punched his balls from behind ... and this was when he finally safeworded ... and it all stopped. I then pulled him towards me and we had a cuddle for quite a few minutes ... and we were just quiet

It had been quite an intense session for us both .... and the obvious chemistry certainly helped with that. However it was all over far far too quickly ... I didnt even realise the time when we stopped. As a result he never got to experience my bladder full of piss that I had saved up for him though there is always today .... and today we have longer to spend together so it should be great. Cant wait ...

Sadly for personal reasons, this may be this particular subs last indulgence in the not so vanilla world .... so as he said, I need to give him a good send off. That said, I have my doubts he will be able to maintain that stance. He will be back. Im sure of it. Maybe not straight away but he will be back.

Getting ready

Waiting for a sub to arrive

Well I just logged on to my blog here to see if this photo had appeared as I finally managed to get it to upload from my mobile phone. There were some technical issues but here is the test pic for what its worth, so it obviously now works. Now I know this, I can start uploading some "proper" pictures of the action as this was just a little test. Watch this space :)

Hmmm glad I got my new phone with its 8MP camera after all

A catch up

Well firstly apologies to those of you that read my blog as life has been so hectic, both vanilla and kink wise that I have had precious little time or energy to keep it up to date .... so while I have a few minutes, this entry is by way of a little catch up


It is my plan to purchase a portable queening stool by the end of this week all being well ..... though not sure just how long it would take to actually be made and delivered .... but am quite excited by the prospect of this

The one I want is like the one above in the photograph but am not yet decided on black or red .... probably black as then it will not clash with whatever I choose to wear whereas red might

Anyway that is something I am very much looking forward to .... and then I just have to decide who will get the pleasure of being my first victim to use it with ... any volunteers ???? lol. I quite fancy having a slave at my home to just lick and worship my pussy as I recline on the stool, watching TV and barely noticing him ... other than noticing what he is doing for me of course ... mmmm ..... and then when I am done, I will just dismiss him and he can go home .... perhaps not even any words spoken other than instructions if he doesnt do it right ... as I like to be licked .... am definately loving this idea :)

I am having a session this evening with a new slave and am very much looking forward to this one. He has quite a bit of experience and seems I can do quite alot with / to him so that will be fun. He likes close physical intimate contact so some face slapping and kicking may be in order more than the crop for example .... oh and yes of course, pissing on him is a bit of a must lol. Oooh yes this one is going to be fun and I am feeling in a particularly evil mood (in a kinky way) today. mmmm

Ok well I guess I should go and do some boring vanilla stuff as I have plenty to be catching up on .... but first things first, I need to eat something and have a warm relaxing bubble bath ... not necessarily in that order lol

Watch this space .... I might even write about tonights session at some point this week

A good day

I have had a good day today .... productive and fun though mostly vanilla :) That said, I have had a text from one of my subs to tell me he is thinking of me while he is on his holidays, and that when we meet next he has a present for me .. an apparently evil, extra heavy hand made 3 tailed tawse .... which of course I am looking forward to handling and breaking in .... and needless to say, he will have the honour of that particular role :)

I have also been having contact with a new slave .... and hopefully we will session next week. He wants to be verbally humiliated, and physically abused including spitting and face slapping ... and generally being used and abused by me. Unfortunately he cant be marked, but there are ways and means of exerting control over a man .... and I look forward to doing just that with him next week. Oh and he is another who wants to be peed on ... so yet another session for next week I am looking forward to very much

A good start to the week and its only Monday :)